college sucks

i dont think im going to have a college degree. ive basically given up now. i dont even want to go to school anymore i just feel like dying. i dropped 2 of my classes already and im having a hard time in my math class already. i feel like dropping that one 2. which im going to do right now. everything is too hard for me right now, and its even worse that im having trouble with my depression and bi polar. i just want to not do anything anymore. i just think college is not for me. and i really hope that girl doesnt ask for my book because i dont trust her that she would bring it back in perfect condition. but i noe that god is walking with me keeping me sane, hes really the only thing i have left.